What was I thinking???

So, I decided to go back to school this semester. I am now considered a graduate student at Tennessee State University. The state pays for one class a semester, so I decided to finally take them up on that offer and go back to school.

I feel like I'm somewhat of an intelligent person. I'm not the smartest person by any means, but I also don't feel like I am an idiot. I can hold my own, generally. Well, this class is making me doubt my brains!!! I feel like I've struggled with this class. It makes me question my smartness and I'm almost thinking this class is making me dumber!

Today is my final and last night I just wanted to cry while studying it....seriously. I'm not making excuses, but it's been 5 years since I've been in college and surprisingly, a lot has changed in 5 years. Plus, there is a lot of cobwebs on my brain!!!!

So, today for my final, I have on my glasses to help me seem smarter than I might be. I very rarely wear my glasses, but when I do, it never fails, people always tell me I look smart!!! Which, makes me think that I must look like an idiot every other day of the week when I wear my contacts! Either way, at least I feel like I look smart and maybe some of the smartness from my glasses will jump into my test tonight!!! ARGH....school...what was I thinking???